Fly Away

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

-Eleanor Roosevelt

shades of amber

today i deleted my facebook and twitter. 

i decided that it was time i grow into who i wanted to be away from others. 

its not that i dont want to talk to anyone but i dont want the extra that comes with social networks. 

i was struggling with the decision of whether or not to delete my current blog and start brand new.

its 7am and i have not been to sleep since last night but i decided to take a trip down memory lane. 

i read all 527 posts. i was able to see myself over the last 3 years. 

it was great. 

i saw when i fell in love, struggled with events from the past, got hurt, forced myself out of love, found that i could not stop loving, & to a period where i didnt feel anything. 

i reflected on the things i loved so much about guyana as a child.

i saw some of the memories i would have forgotten if i deleted my blog.

i loved seeing myself and remembering the good and bad.

so with that being said, this is my last post on shannyford.

i am leaving shannyford behind. i carried her thru high school and 3 years of college.

i ready for the person i am growing to. i find that she is very unique. she is shades of amber.  

i spend so much time saving others that i can never save myself

its really not that i cant save myself. i really just dont know how. sometimes i really want to give up and live in a box.

baby

i love you and nobody else. 

this sucks. 

vivalaviboheme:

oddmisfit:

ticklemyswag:

luvandtears:

who says you cant find your soulmate in college…

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He look like he just hit a line

They give me such hope

vivalaviboheme:

oddmisfit:

ticklemyswag:

luvandtears:

who says you cant find your soulmate in college…

(via imgTumble)

He look like he just hit a line

They give me such hope

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who do i run to when my heart is broken 

and my back is up against the wall.